im really wondering are there people still reading this lil shitty?
wadever it is, im too bored right now at work, doing my midnight shift.

for the past 2 months, i had been coping with my
dance performance, dance lessons, work, organizing celebrations.
it's really tiring. To actually work night shift, went home n rested for 3 hrs
and out again for 10hrs of practice/rehearsals, back to work again,
or 3 consecutive days rehearsal.
but it's all worth while, to be able to perform, to be able to show ppl what im most confident in.
i really wanna perform again.

now that im rather free, with only work and dance lessons occupying my time.
oh and upcoming shuwen's bday celebration.
im seeing myself growing sideways more than ever.
eat sleep work eat sleep work is what im doing everyday!!
crappy life, nth excites me now.

okie im still fucking depress over SS3 in Singapore.
i still can't believe that im unable to get the tickets for the concert.
i sincerely hope that there's a 2nd show & im able to get the tickets.

anw! michelle finally back from aust and we had met up for twice.
same as usual, so glad she came :))
unable to attend maeson's shower, unable to attend wanni's bday.
well, all of it falls on the same day. 20th!
my performance, maeson's shower, wanni's bday celebration, michelle's comeback day,
SS3 ticket selling day.

next month will be a better month i believe.
i swallow alot of my anger myself this month.
adding on working night shift and lack of sleep.
im seeing myself becoming a mean person.

very long never update i know.
i can really feel my body is screwed,
because im not really getting enough of slp
not that i dun want, i just can't.

i know this is random, but i wanna get a tattoo.
actually not really random, i always wanted to
just that i never sae out.
i really tot of getting one, when i hit 21.

i wanna dance all day long, not being force,
but as something i always love to do.
it seemed like im getting a lil too stress nowadays.
 

'how could the gurls provide customer service when they themselves are not receiving any customer service??'

i felt fucking useless when someone was being treated unfair
and i can't do anything. absolutely NOTHING.
fuck it.

i din know parents gossip about their children too.
caught my parents talking secretly about my brother.
and i force them to tell me.
the scene of them talking was just too cute.
gee